Tuesday, February 21, 2012

Life, the Universe, & Everything (LTUE) 30


LTUE is a symposium on science fiction and fantasy. It’s geared towards writing, publishing, and illustrating. It started thirty years ago at BYU, and has been hosted there every year, until this year when the venue shifted to Utah Valley University (UVU).

If you are interested in any aspect of writing LTUE is a wealth of information at a very minor cost. The early bird fee was $30 for three full days of sessions covering a wide variety of topics. Plus you get to rub shoulders with tons of industry professionals: writers, editors, publishers etc, in addition to hundreds of aspiring writers at different stages of their careers.

This is the third LTUE I’ve attended, but the first time I went to sessions on all three days. Thursday and Friday I attended sessions all day from 9:00 am to after 6:00 pm. There were sessions later on both days but my brain ran out of storage space so I ended early. On Saturday I wanted to go in the morning but I had other obligations. I did manage to attend three sessions in the afternoon though. I’m glad I took the time because some of the sessions I thought might be good turned out to be just ho hum, while on the other hand a couple I didn’t think would be any good turned out to be awesome. There was such a rich variety of options it was hard to choose just one each hour. Here’s a sampling of titles for some of the sessions I attended: Queries and Pitches, Story Structure, Plots Subplots and Forshadowing, Ecology and Evolution in Science Fiction, how to go From Idea to Story, The Good and the Bad (what to do, and what not to do in writing speculative fiction) and Writing Cross-Culturally. The speakers included seasoned veterans as well as up and coming stars of the future. I hate to name names especially because I know I’ll leave someone out. But at the same time there were quite a few that really stood out. Here’s a short list of great speakers, many of them I was able to hear in multiple sessions: James A. Owen, Jess Smart Smiley, Kirk Shaw, J. Scott Savage, Howard Tayler, Dan and Rob Wells, Brandon Sanderson, Stacy Whitman, Sandra Tayler, Ami Chopine, and Dr. Steven Peck. I know Sandra Tayler is married to Howard Tayler, but I listed them separately because they spoke separately. And even though Sandra’s session had a little to do with being married to Howard I thought she was an excellent speaker in her own right. There are many other fantastic speakers that gave sessions at LTUE and hopefully in the future I’ll be lucky enough to hear them too.

A few of the sessions I attended deserve special attention.

The discussion in Can Poetry Help Your Prose, or, Writing with Rhythm made me want to learn more about poetry. “Poetry is meant to be heard,” isn’t an earth shattering thought but it struck a chord with me. Understanding this level of detail can make my writing more pleasurable for readers, even if they don’t recognize the meter.

The class on Feeling Fake was so good they could have billed me for a therapy session. It was a great discussion about how we, as writers, often don’t feel like we belong unless we accomplish X, where X is something different for each person. For one it's getting published, for another it's going national or making it on a best-seller list. But it was interesting to find out that people at all different levels suffer from a similar lack of self-confidence. That's something I can totally relate to.

I wish there was a simple solution to this dilemma but there isn't. However, just knowing that people who've done much greater things than me still suffer from feeling fake helps me see I'm not alone. That’s comforting. In the end the only real solution is to acknowledge where I'm at as a writer, and then work hard to improve. Meanwhile the more I can muster the guts to act like who I want to be the more likely I'll someday actually achieve it. Recognizing milestones along the way is another healthy thing to do: I've finished a manuscript or I had good feedback from my critique group, stuff like that. With all that in mind the most important thing to do is to keep writing—never give up. Thank you speakers, and thank you LTUE organizers for the Feeling Fake session—it was amazingly helpful, it really hit home for me.

In Writing Humor Howard Tayler had us laughing for the entire session. I want to include more humor in my writing as a result, mainly because it's fun to laugh. Who doesn’t like that?

The Keynote Address by James A Owen was incredibly inspirational. James talked about how easy it is to draw a dragon; you start with 4 simple lines. And then he drew 4 lines on a large pad, large enough for the entire audience to see. Instantly the shape of the dragon was obvious, but it was abstract. Then he added 3 more lines giving it some depth. He added a few more lines a couple more times and ended up with a nice drawing of a dragon. Then he said I’m going to take about two more minutes and when I step back there’s going to be a finished drawing of a dragon. He turned his back on the audience and began drawing furiously—obviously he’s drawn a few dragons before. He continued to talk while he was drawing, which was surprising to me that he could draw and talk at the same time, and do both so well. When he was finished he had produced a dragon that closely resembled the dragon on the cover of his book Drawing out the Dragons, the subtitle is A Meditation on Art, Destiny, and the Power of Choice. Drawing is simple he said. It’s about lines and choices. The trick is making good choices on where to put the lines. If I had to summarize James’ keynote I would use his words: Our lives are nothing more than a series of choices and you always have a chance to choose.

After the keynote was over James was mobbed. I wanted to greet him but the crowds were thick and I couldn’t think of anything important to say to him. I did see his dragon drawing on the stage later in the day and wished I could have it. Not just because it was cool art. It definitely is cool art, but the fact that I watched him stand there and draw it would be a reminder that something so complex and beautiful started with 4 simple lines—and maybe I could even have recognized those 4 foundational lines. And then maybe I could choose 4 solid foundational lines to build my own destiny on.

James also said that when he writes he draws an image for every chapter. And if he doesn’t have a good idea for what the image should look like he considers that a flaw in the writing and he rewrites till an image comes to mind. I want to start doing that, drawing an image for more of the chapters I write. But I’m horrible at drawing. I do have a sketchbook and I’ve drawn maps for my story so far. I’ve even attempted sketching a couple of places I wanted to visualize better, and a couple of things I felt like I needed something more concrete than an idea in my head. But I wish they were better.  But, even though I’m horrible I’m going to try drawing images for more scenes in my book. I think the intertwining of written word and visual images is a powerful way to convey a story.

One of the great opportunities at LTUE is to meet new people and to branch out. I eavesdropped more than I should have. And I really should have tried harder to reach out. But I did end up chatting with many nice people.

Before LTUE I’d never heard of James A Owen, sorry James. But there was something about James that made me want to have a connection—he was that impressive. There were several occasions after his keynote where I might have had a chance if I were more persistent, and more courageous. I even waited in line between sessions to talk with him, but alas I didn’t manage to get the chance. I even practiced what I was going to say after thanking him for such a great keynote. I was going to look him in the eye and say “You inspired me and I am going to do what you did. And I am coming back here next year as your peer.” Well, that’s what I hoped to be able to say. But I’m not sure I could be that bold. Nevertheless I will continue to write, in part because of his inspiration. And maybe someday I’ll be able to say that to Mr Owen. One more thing I plan on doing soon is buying a copy of Here, There Be Dragons.

I also wanted to meet Stacy Whitman. I wanted to tell her I’m writing my story for her. I heard her speak two years ago at my first LTUE and I thought cultural diversity, this is interesting. Why not include characters with different cultural backgrounds? But Stacy is a stickler, as she should be. And to be honest I’m afraid that I won’t be as good as she needs me to be. I’m working hard to incorporate as much as I can from her session, her blog, her tweets and all the resources she cites. But still I worry. I hope that if my first draft is wrong or bad that instead of someone telling me “you shouldn't do that” someone will help me make it better.

I saw Howard Tayler a lot. I used to work with Howard years ago. When he left Novell to pursue his career in comics I was surprised, and probably a little doubtful. But over the years I’ve watched his career blossom and my surprise has turned to admiration. It took a lot of guts for Howard to walk away from a decent paying job into the unknown. But kudos to him for having the courage to follow through on his dreams. He’s my poster boy for “It can be done.” Now all I need to do is work up the courage to actually do it myself.

Besides being funny what I appreciate most about Howard is, despite all of his success, he’s still approachable. I see him quite often now, especially since I started reading comics again, and every time I see him I come away with some tidbit of encouragement or a nugget of help as I take my own tiny steps toward my dream of becoming a writer.

LTUE=Inspiration+Motivation+Tricks of the Trade+Rub shoulders with industry professionals & all kinds of good writerly people.

I came away from LTUE with a reinvigorated enthusiasm for writing. And a conviction that if I continue to work hard and simply keep writing, that I can produce something worth reading by more than just my family and friends. I’m already looking forward to LTUE 31 in 2013. By then I expect to have the first draft of my novel done, and I should be working on revisions and querying. 

I included the last part mainly so that I’ll have some semblance of accountability, not because I’m particularly confident I’ll actually achieve it.